Showing posts with label robert service. Show all posts
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Thursday, February 9, 2012

Wanderlust

This morning, I was packing up some of my beloved books, in order so that I could organize everything better. We are in the process of preparing our house for the market, so the room I have all my art supplies, books, and work table (the office), will become the television room, so that our living room can look more like a family room and not a worship room for the almighty screen.
I picked up my book of Collected Poems by Robert Service and opened to this particular poem. I had not read it before, but it is a prime example of why I love this guy.

 My father would read his poems in front of the fire when I was a kid. Those dark, frigid New York winter nights were instantly warmed by my father's voice reading Service's accounts of adventures in the far north. My father would have loved to live that life, in a distant day. I think if he lived during the time of the Alaskan Gold Rush, he would have journeyed there and lived off the land. I envision him accompanied by a loyal wolf or husky. The wolf would have had a great name, too. Something like Longshanks, I suppose. He would NOT have suffered the same fate as the guy from "Into the Wild".

The Wanderlust has lured me to the seven lonely seas,
Has dumped me on the tailing-piles of dearth;
The Wanderlust has haled me from the morris chairs of ease,
Has hurled me to the ends of all the earth.
How bitterly I've cursed it, oh, the Painted Desert knows,
The wraithlike heights that hug the pallid plain,
The all-but-fluid silence, -- yet the longing grows and grows,
And I've got to glut the Wanderlust again.

Soldier, sailor, in what a plight I've been!
Tinker, tailor, oh what a sight I've seen!
And I'm hitting the trail in the morning, boys,
And you won't see my heels for dust;
For it's "all day" with you
When you answer the cue
          Of the Wan-der-lust.

The Wanderlust has got me . . . by the belly-aching fire,
By the fever and the freezing and the pain;
By the darkness that just drowns you, by the wail of home desire,
I've tried to break the spell of it -- in vain.
Life might have been a feast for me, now there are only crumbs;
In rags and tatters, beggar-wise I sit;
Yet there's no rest or peace for me, imperious it drums,
The Wanderlust, and I must follow it.

Highway, by-way, many a mile I've done;
Rare way, fair way, many a height I've won;
But I'm pulling my freight in the morning, boys,
And it's over the hills or bust;
For there's never a cure
When you list to the lure
          Of the Wan-der-lust.

The Wanderlust has taught me . . . it has whispered to my heart
Things all you stay-at-homes will never know.
The white man and the savage are but three short days apart,
Three days of cursing, crawling, doubt and woe.
Then it's down to chewing muclucs, to the water you can eat,
To fish you bolt with nose held in your hand.
When you get right down to cases, it's King's Grub that rules the races,
And the Wanderlust will help you understand.

Haunting, taunting, that is the spell of it;
Mocking, baulking, that is the hell of it;
But I'll shoulder my pack in the morning, boys,
And I'm going because I must;
For it's so-long to all
When you answer the call
          Of the Wan-der-lust.

The Wanderlust has blest me . . . in a ragged blanket curled,
I've watched the gulf of Heaven foam with stars;
I've walked with eyes wide open to the wonder of the world,
I've seen God's flood of glory burst its bars.
I've seen the gold a-blinding in the riffles of the sky,
Till I fancied me a bloated plutocrat;
But I'm freedom's happy bond-slave, and I will be till I die,
And I've got to thank the Wanderlust for that.

Wild heart, child heart, all of the world your home.
Glad heart, mad heart, what can you do but roam?
Oh, I'll beat it once more in the morning, boys,
With a pinch of tea and a crust;
For you cannot deny
When you hark to the cry
          Of the Wan-der-lust.

The Wanderlust will claim me at the finish for its own.
I'll turn my back on men and face the Pole.
Beyond the Arctic outposts I will venture all alone;
Some Never-never Land will be my goal.
Thank God! there's none will miss me, for I've been a bird of flight;
And in my moccasins I'll take my call;
For the Wanderlust has ruled me,
And the Wanderlust has schooled me,
And I'm ready for the darkest trail of all.

Grim land, dim land, oh, how the vastness calls!
Far land, star land, oh, how the stillness falls!
For you never can tell if it's heaven or hell,
And I'm taking the trail on trust;
But I haven't a doubt
That my soul will leap out
          On its Wan-der-lust.



Service was a fascinating adventurer. 

Monday, May 9, 2011

Ramble On...

I like the word Ramble...... 
The dictionary says that the word ramble means to take a leisurely walk in the country, to talk or write without much direction, to meander.   But it means a lot more than that to me. 

So I give Ramble my own definition:  to wander on without direction, wherever the road may take you.  To be a gypsy of sorts.
I use to think that my husband was The Rambler... like in this old song.
He couldn't stay put for more than a few minutes.   And I just went wherever he went.  We moved a lot in our first 10 years of marriage.  Ten times, actually.  We started out in Nyack, NY, moved to Wisconsin and moved from town to town, and then moved to New Hampshire, meandering around that exquisite state.  For the past 6 years we have been stuck in North Carolina.  I say stuck because we can't move anywhere.  We tried.  Multiple times.  Blame the economy, blame fate, blame Providence.  Whatever.  This being stuck in limbo has brought the realization to myself  that I like to ramble too..   I like change, a new town, unpacking and discovering new places and meeting new people.  Am I unAmerican for that?  There are many people who would like to live in the same house their whole life.  To have the type of stability of knowing everyone in town, being close to family, knowing what to expect.

Anyway Led Zeppelin's Ramble On  speaks to me:

I will end with part of a poem by Robert Service, one of my favorite poets.  His poems were about death,  war, and the desolation of brave explorers of a time past.  He doesn't write about false love, but other desires that push a man to make his mark. 

Men Who Don't Fit In

There's A race of men that don't fit in,
A race that can't stay still;
So they break the hearts of kith and kin,
And they roam the world at will.
They range the field and they rove the flood,
And they climb the mountain's crest;
Theirs is the curse of the gypsy blood,
And they don't know how to rest.
If they just went straight they might go far,
They are strong and brave and true;
But they're always tired of the things that are,
And they want the strange and new.
They say: "Could I find my proper groove, What a deep mark I would make!"
So they chop and change, and each fresh move Is only a fresh mistake.
And each forgets, as he strips and runs
 With a brilliant, fitful pace,
It's the steady, quiet, plodding ones
 Who win in the lifelong race.
And each forgets that his youth has fled,
 Forgets that his prime is past,
Till he stands one day, with a hope that's dead,
 In the glare of the truth at last.

He has failed, he has failed; he has missed his chance;
 He has just done things by half.
Life's been a jolly good joke on him,
 And now is the time to laugh.
Ha, ha!  He is one of the Legion Lost;
 He was never meant to win;
He's a rolling stone, and it's bred in the bone;
 He's a man who won't fit in.